noeleena

Evening ,
Sounds like bdsm in some respects that was the first impression i got then there is what if we have been abused …have been….so my thought,s are is he that perfect i would not waste my time with the guy he has no clue about …REAL… life and is he living in a fantasy land ,

If he cant accept how i am or how i was born to me its…[Read more]

Evening ,

For myself a computer is hard work i dont like computer,s i dont have a brain for it the day i got one i knew i would have issues from then on some years later i still have issue,s why , i dont have what it takes to get my head around it the main reason to have one was to load photos 45.000 maybe more and yes i have 4 backups on…[Read more]

Evening ,

Oh …lol,s yes i have been on the other forum for years well a story behind that as you,ll note not years it was from the first one and we had to change over as the first one was going and did close down so our crew, we did have a lose of a lot of our wrtten story,s and so on ,

Okay i think i have it sorted now, thanks .

…noeleena…

Evening .

Looks like i have missed something to do with the forum,s takes a while to find out, nothing new there,

Okay so there are two forums or i have it wrong i try to keep up with details well looks like i,m not so maybe i,ll be told something at some stage,

Danke = Thank,s

…noeleena…

Evening,

Years ago some some 60 as it is i had decided never to drink any, many reason,s the man who was meant to be my father did i saw even 5 years before what it did , later when i went to work  age 15 1/2 and was invited at the xmas end of year get together i just said i,m the driver and after that no one asked me again fact is i drove…[Read more]

Abends,

Ist ein Teil meines Hintergrunds preu’S’isch obwohl polnisch mir nie die Sprache beigebracht wurde, also habe ich etwas Niederl’a’ndisch gelernt und Deutsch gelernt also ist ‘U’bersetzen gut f’u’ mich

So ist in German  so do long hand translate  and you can learn better and ist some good teaching forum,s i,m on 3 ,   so in german my …[Read more]

Evening .

Makeup. comes down to just two things   just lippy and eyebrow liner    , as i have no eye brow,s due to being burnt when very young  more so on my right side of face,  i still have a scare   , some times and most day,s i  am just what you see after a wash  so no makeup  , i,m not really bothered , when i go out then yes  just as i s…[Read more]

Evening ,

I would like to point out from a builders point of view , i have laid timber floor,s lovely to behold and after putting them down and nailing them then punch the nails in putty the nail holes and then on with the coatings to keep them nice and easy to clean ,i took pride in what i did , so you can see how i feel about some one trotting…[Read more]

Evening ,

Thank you  KitKatKitty.

I quess  I have never seen the dance hall or any i attend   as romantic, i spend my time learning the many different dance,s ,  we have 5000 on our list  if i get 100 right with out mistakes i,ll be doing very well, most of the time i dance with Pam and we have contact with one guy in Auckland and hopef…[Read more]

Evening,

I quess for myself its about having things incommon and i do have a large range to talk about a few men are my dance partner,s and women as well we go to many dance evenings  allmost all the time is with my dance partner  Pam we travel around the south island a lot and will be going and looking at a few place,s north of us in Nelson a…[Read more]

Evening ,

Gee am i missing all the fun  so many wonting friendship.s ,,,,and after ,   gone, on one forum i,m on they are trying to jam up the forum  and use a system to block other,s who are real from using  our forum the numbers are in the 1000,s  so be aware  not just the scammer,s are at it,

…noeleena…

HI.

Real life here been through it lived it and came out of it,

and not just a once only .

Life for Mom and i  in the  1940,s  then 1950,s , remember i was born 1947. depression time,s  we had a home a short time though it was so Mom took border,s in to help.i dont remember much during those times as you know,  so comes down to photo,s i have…[Read more]

Hi,

yes was down and is inline with other forums and  some times the server,s have a time out as well due to weather issue,s as we would say sunspots going on . any way all good here,

…noeleena…

Evening ,

Next part , this is only what women can understand .

Born with out my womb,and sexual organ,s , i knew i would never be able to have and carry my own child or children  i allso knew sexually this was going to be an issue  from age 11 0n , it did not interest me at all till age 24 well age 23 i quess, i had a few friends who were g…[Read more]

Hi,

Oh Heck….

Being born different made things in some ways harder, first 10 years of my life was not normal  , i spent a lot of time in the sick house, was never told why, up to age  5  was burnt right side of face,  and  till age 10 i have so little memory so i relied on Mom to tell me things so i dont know wether i saw things or Mom told…[Read more]

Hi,

Yes was last answered in March 2019.

Wow. and not impressed ,

i have Maori friends and over the years some from our Island.s    allso had  a girl friend   African /Negro  and english,   one who is a mix of Indian Irish and other, and other,s who are different , they all are …MY…friends, and my background is  Prussian = German /Scottis…[Read more]

Hi,

Just to add an other little detail some like more  than just a few being poly and what that includes  i had to learn some about it and to me is more about sex , the men dont wont children thats a no no to them its total all about sex and nothing else matter,s at all ,

i know whats going on with one guy and his friends and i have many c…[Read more]

Hi.

Thank You.

There is one detail i left out apart from not telling the other,s  was when i was near the open way in i looked around to check no one was there and looked down as well just how it was when we started up the fire escape, being what i,m like i allways check every thing out just to make total sure,and just to make double sure  t…[Read more]

Hi,

I would rather be told the truth  and know the truth about myself  ,i may ? the details and think oh have i got the subject matter wrong or i,m doing some thing wrong or am i such a prat  = idiot,

The issue for myself is do i really know whats going …on… did i really see what… happened …

Any way i try hard to get the fact,s

from ag…[Read more]

Hi.

Regardless of how people think or what they belive in or not , the detail of why are we here on this earth is a long debated issue , what we need to remember is being on this earth is not the sum total of our life,and when we pass on is not the end our spirit will be safe every person ever born ,

okay.

so the thought is about some of us…[Read more]